urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod and I own your mom Joe Melber 2004-09-23T01:01:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:18140 2004-09-23T01:01:52Z 2004-09-23T01:01:52Z I think Ricchardo and Malthus were correct, even IF technology causes food supply to increase at times faster than the population, technology is definate and eventually the human race will hit the stationary state and we will go to war over resources, or die of desise or famine.<br /><br />Classical economics will always hold true! Keynesian policies are only aplicable in certian situations, so anyone interested in econ out there, ignore the General Theroy of Employment Interest and Money, that shit will always eventually cause stagflation and recession.<br /><br /><br />PS.... If you hadnt had any economics, dont worry bout it urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:17666 2004-09-15T04:46:37Z 2004-09-15T04:46:37Z my computer broke so im not online often now and dont expect me till the weekend, i know of only one person that would care about this, lol urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:17529 2004-09-07T15:21:48Z 2004-09-07T15:21:48Z 20 Questions to a Better Relationship<br /><br /><br /><br /><br />eXpressive: 8/10<br />Practical: 5/10<br />Physical: 2/10<br />Giver: 6/10 <br /><br /><br />You are a XPIG--Expressive Practical Intellectual Giver. This makes you a Catch.<br /><br />You are a magazine-cover, matinee idol dreamboat. Parents love you and want to set you up with their kids. However, first dates are tough because it takes time for your qualities to come out. <br /><br />You are generous and kind. You think first and act later. You are cool in a conflict, but your practical side means if your partner throws out emotional appeals ("why can't we do what I want for a change?") they will grate on your nerves, even when the conflict is resolved. <br /><br />You're a romantic. You enjoy the thrill of the hunt, and you don't just fall into bed with anyone. You pay close attention to your significant other's needs, and this makes you an excellent lover and partner. The problem is that your friends and lovers may find it so easy to express things to *you* that they lose sight of whether you feel as comfortable with *them*! This doesn't necessarily make you feel under-appreciated -- you're too well-adjusted and self-aware for that -- but you may feel restless. Thus you seek adventure in your life outside the relationship to prove and actualize yourself. <br /><br />Of all the types, you would make the best parent. <br /><br />You are coiffed. <br /><br />Didja see "Big Fish"? 'Cause you're like Ewan MacGregor in "Big Fish."<br /><br />Of the 56657 people who have taken this quiz, 8.3 % are this type. <br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br /><br />Man, F*** this quiz, F*** it in the A**<br /><br /><br />9 o clock classes suck, my job needs to start, cigars rule, and in conclusion i need beer! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:17188 2004-09-06T17:23:41Z 2004-09-06T17:23:41Z i love beer, thats all i gotta say urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:16921 2004-09-05T00:13:29Z 2004-09-05T00:13:29Z Time to stop meeting new people!<br /><br /><br />So i went to a fair in town with these girls and halfway through it one turned to me and said "you know we dont really want you here" plus a couple other hints to get lost, so i jetted. Im not so pissed about that as recently it seems that everyone that i meet here or have met her have come out and basicly told me they hate me either to my face or through a friend, so i figure its time to lay low and stick to GTA and soul calibur.<br /><br />Thats about it, i been meaning to post for awhile about new people i met but now its down to chris (new roomie) and reconnecting with julie. I would have said Dani a day ago but she just watched her friends hate on me so fuck that.<br /><br />Bye y'all urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:16644 2004-08-26T23:06:52Z 2004-08-26T23:06:52Z got the internet fixed at home, but doesnt matter, i go away on sunday, thank god<br /><br /><br /><br />i love cigars urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:16604 2004-08-06T06:12:32Z 2004-08-06T06:12:32Z ok, so my time before school is extended further as my last scheduled day of work is on the 17th. its acutally bitter sweet because till i move out ill have 12 days to do nothing, goodbye saved money for college.<br /><br />Front Mission 4 is a good game, ive spent 10 hours at it over the last 2 days.<br />So i like cigars it turns out, and im itchin to get another in soon.<br />Rents are leaving for a christining over the weekend, but i work, so thats just added BS.<br /><br />I need to buy STUFF for schoo but first, need to contact a roomate, I CANT WAIT FOR 2 MORE DAYS FOR THE LETTER, THE ANTICIPATION IS BLOWING MY MIND! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:16352 2004-08-02T04:42:09Z 2004-08-02T04:42:09Z Havent updated for awhile, most likely wont again, so heres the deal...<br /> F**k summer, F**k it in the A<br /><br />I just wanna get back to school after i have a little more money, i stop working the 19th and about a week after that its back to school, i went the the shore but got sun burnt so bad now my skin on my shoulders stings but its hardened like a rock, its creepy, but F**k doctors.<br /><br />Thats all i care for you to know. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:16078 2004-07-14T06:42:46Z 2004-07-14T06:44:40Z Ok, so i dont update often, so the f*** what?<br /><br />anyway, i just felt compelled to put down a few questions in here, chew at em in comments.<br /><br />1. Does affirmative action simply add to the lazyness of the young black demographic that hip hop culture already prepetuates?<br /><br />2. Even though Cheney is the anti-christ, is he a better running mate than Edwards, and how do you think Edwards will effect the race?<br /><br />3. The rapid growth in the past months seems to be slowing down. Do you think the economy is headed down again so quickly or is it simply a bump in the business cycle and the economy will continue on into a boom period?<br /><br />OK, so yea, thats about all i have to say, that and Ron Burgandy is my hero. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:15628 2004-07-09T05:38:38Z 2004-07-09T05:38:38Z Well i talked to this girl online from school, really hit it off, but it feels like its a friendship waiting to happen, doesnt seem to interested, as ususal, but enough of that, lets talk about things that irratate me more....<br /><br />Im no longer capable of being romantic, its all about sex now, and i dont like what ive become, but cant really help it cause i havent found anyone i really like to ground me. I would likely become a huge man whore if i werent so damn ugly. Im too much of just the ugly friend when i hang out with my buds, i wish i were more than the funny / smart one. Being intellegent and witty totally sucks ass compared to being hot.<br /><br /><br />Mike garbe and i had a convo i acutally got alot out of (since talking about girls dont help me, i dont get any). Deciding in my own head the reason IGOs are being formed is because since world events are setteling down so are countries individual power levels, and when a country is staticly weak, its bound to get pissed about it. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:15418 2004-06-23T07:39:06Z 2004-06-23T07:39:06Z I decided to update cause im in good spirits, everyone commenting and all and then i had a super sweet 40 min work out that makes it hard to type since it kicked my ass so bad.<br /><br />anyway, hangin out with julie on thursday, first time in forever, maybe another forever till it happens again.<br /><br />jen is gettin trained at her petifile camp, hopefully when i visit her we can patch things up cause im not myself without havin someone i care about thinking about me too.<br /><br />damn it, this things gettin me all sissy like again, BLAH! gunna go to bed.... PALM PILOTS ARE CRAZY PIMP!!!! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:15174 2004-06-22T07:32:03Z 2004-06-22T07:32:03Z I made the most awesome purchase ever. 300 dollar palm pilot. digital camera, organizer, mad gaming expansion ability, and once i get the memory card, mp3 and video camera.<br /><br />ANYWAY, it sucks, im lonely, i get to hang out with friends once in a blue moon and as friends go, i have 3 that seem to care to try... Brian Carter, Mike Garbe, and Jen Krystec. only problem is... now jen has gone away for most the rest of the summer, carter works just as much as i do, and well... mike has me to fit in inbetween sex, which would be fine if he was as incapable of getting girls as i am, but sadly, it hampers him from seeing me the majority of the times im off, but good for him.<br /><br />Im just tired, tired of trying for this over hyped summer romance to show its face. With my personal gift from god week, my own house and car to get a taste of life alone when my rents and bro go to upstate NY for a week, my original intent was party.... now thats dumbed down to maybe renting some pornos, lol. Sigh, its all i want from later in my life... just lacking the significant other, friends, deacently respectable job and any happiness whatsoever.<br /><br /><br /><br />I work pretty much constantly till saturday, so leave comments so i at least think my bleek exsistance has some other utility than oppurtunity wages at 7.50 an hour. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:14955 2004-06-18T06:24:54Z 2004-06-18T06:24:54Z Firstly congrats graduates, but the document you hold has no meaning in todays job market, it is about as significant in a job interview as the middle school graduation diploma, the new high school degree is a BA or BS, so good luck, you're still 4 years away.<br /><br /><br />IM SO ANGRY, i wanna go to school so bad it hurts, i wanna take classes, i wanna help people in their classes that i tutor and most of all i want my rents to stop breathing down my balls<br /><br />OH! i get a new room mate cause seans going to Kuwait, sure it sucks cause sean is the man, but i get to break in a freshman.<br /><br />ok, i admit it now, i miss jen now too.... a little bit (grunt)<br /><br />I GET PAID TODAY! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:14805 2004-06-13T05:18:07Z 2004-06-13T05:18:07Z Im really starting to get the hint im very unattractive and that im the ugly friend standing next to any of my friends<br /><br /><br />I need to find some friends that are uglier than i am<br /><br />this could take months....<br /><br />other than that, im ok, couple hundred bucks to play with built up, no time to play urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:14373 2004-06-06T07:27:17Z 2004-06-06T07:27:17Z Ok, ive figured out alot of things just tonight<br /><br />1) Dating has caused me to forget the value of a dollar and thus, waste money like crazy. So what has happened is i go on dates always spending a minimum of 20 bucks (since its the movies and all) and then nothing comes of it... in fact as with Allyson, since the girl was such a bitch the whole night, i had to spend money afterwards just to get my mind off it without seting out on a mission to do a hit n run on her dog. All dates end in one of 3 things, friends, nothing, or a "maybe later". Now when i look in my wallet and see 50 bucks, i dont say to myself "woah, thats 2 trips to the mall to hang out and maybe pick up a CD", now its "shit, i wonder how cold this date is gunna be"<br /><br />2) I get very low self image when i have no interest from the general female population. In the exception of a few girls, ive realized that girls will only talk to me if im buying em something or lending them money. For my example, at work, chick talks to me for like 10 min. so im feelin all pumped like yea son, finally, there a god, then its "can i gte 5.40 for a box of newports." Of course i give it to her, she pays me back 3 bucks a day later, then she comes in and asks me for another pack, and of course, i got it for her, because im an IDIOT. (she owes me 7.80 that i will never see again, but i spent 20 bucks taking allyson out , at least the smoker talked to me) Oh, even better, a i asked a girl for her number, not even that hot, and she lied to me about having a bf, that was just today, pretty cool, huh?<br /><br />3) Life at Lock Haven is god damn amazing. I am so horney to take classes and tutor its nuts. At college i do my thing and i get props for it from people, i get respect for my mind and it gives me incentive to have a heavy course load and tutor as many students as i can and even write workbooks. Here sucks, my job is good, but its so empty of personality, its like what marx said, that the human becomes an appendage of his capital and it sucks all dignity out of his work. I have come to realize, i dont work for money, all i need is life sustaining income, besides that, I love teaching and would do it for free, it is all that satisfys me and im sure other careers would too but this wage slavery brand of labor, no mater the luxaries, will never make me happy, teaching is it, it really is all i want out of life.<br /><br />Anyway, that’s about all the personal stuff, I had some philosophical stuff too like life has no point short of human made goals out of fear of death, but that’s all just temporary stuff, im sure ill change my tone in a few months when im back at *sigh* the promised land… lol. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:14248 2004-05-31T04:27:37Z 2004-05-31T04:27:37Z i work in the Delanco 7-11 now, visit me anytime from 3-11 pretty much any day<br /><br /><br /><br />blah urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:14058 2004-05-21T05:38:20Z 2004-05-21T05:38:20Z yea, ive been goin out alot, you know, just throwin myself out there, tonight with katie hewko, that was pretty cool... although we just stared at tits the whole time.<br /><br />I got 2 more days or work and im off again<br /><br />Sunday : mike garbe better come through with chicks, DONT LET ME DOWN<br />Monday : If i have nothin better to do, ill hang out with cat... you know, out of pity, since im a great guy<br />Tuesday : No idea, if you have an idea, leave one<br /><br />well its bed time, peace urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:13570 2004-05-17T02:18:04Z 2004-05-17T02:18:04Z I've hit a road block with girls, I wont name names but the one. Well, her journal gives me the hint shes not interested even if she says otherwise to me, ill throw in the towel on that. And the other one who i went out with to a movie last night was shy as all hell and wouldnt talk to me but would talk calls on her cell while i drove her ( a waste of 7.50 on a movie ticket )<br /><br />But i guess it dosent matter, i work too damn much anywho, like 4 days a week now, 3-11. I just need someone to call each night and not have to go online looking for something to do with people who will in all likely hood ditch me anyway.<br /><br />My life sucks ass... I want to go back to lhu so bad urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:13326 2004-05-14T05:40:14Z 2004-05-14T05:40:14Z Im so bored, i have a job at 7-11... i know its laughable, but i get 7.50 an hour and free soda and boost (which ends up being half my paycheck in any other job) so hey.<br /><br />Everything sucks, i hang out with no one, its balls, ive started my books, combined my 2 econ tutoring books to one file, and thats about it....<br /><br />Blah, call me people! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:13302 2004-05-07T16:16:35Z 2004-05-07T16:16:35Z SCORE, i passed french 2<br /><br />French - D<br />Mircoecon - B<br />Money Bank - B-<br />Phsyc - A-<br />Philo - A-<br />Gov. - ??? (most likely a B-)<br /><br />Wow, did better this seme than i thought, i still have a 3.0 so far, go beating the system! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:12903 2004-05-06T01:24:56Z 2004-05-06T01:24:56Z Pam is awesome, she stayed here till 4 in the mourning and fixed my computer last night.<br />Julie is awesome, I see her soon, and damn it, shes awesome.<br />I am awesome, I kicked all my tests asses so far.<br /><br />Microecon test at 8 am morrow, then untill 2 on friday i just pack, get my paycheck and chill wit people.<br /><br />If people wanna chill this weekend or this week comin up, leave one on here, Julie has Saturday due to her awesomeness, but anything else would be chill as hell, especally movies... i need to see a few.<br /><br />Peace kids urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:12581 2004-05-03T14:50:39Z 2004-05-03T14:50:39Z OK, done 2 finals, 4 to go....<br /><br />I dont wanna study gov or money and banking. after tuesday is over, im home freeeeee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:12403 2004-05-01T05:34:27Z 2004-05-01T05:34:27Z Blah, it has come, infamous finals week, and i dont give a flying crap. Im gettin my econ sheet done now for thursday so i can forget about it, Sat will be a trip to town, mostly for last week stuff to buy, then at night im supposed to chill with Caitlin... ill go if i have time after makin the econ sheet. Then sunday i plan on studying all day for Philosophy ( he gave us most of the questions for the test and my current grade is an 87... i would need to get a... 99 to get an A in the class so i dont need to study hard, ill get a high B one way or another)<br /><br />Im tired of peoples critiques on my floor, its like I cant show my face anymore cause i dated jen, its always farm animal f***er this and fat girl lover that. Get over it, i have needs, lol.<br /><br /><br />Blah, i wanna go to bed, but i should really get this econ test sheet done...<br /><br /><br />Julie is but a week away... now THATS motivation! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:12196 2004-04-30T04:09:05Z 2004-04-30T04:09:05Z Tommrow-French<br />Weekend- Prepare for the econ test by makin legalized cheatsheet and read philosophy<br />Monday-Philosophy and study gov all afternoon<br />Tuesday-government then money and banking (fuck studyin for that)<br />Wednsday- study then Phsyc (at 8pm!)<br />Thursday- Intermediate Microecon (I have notes for that fuck studys)<br />Friday- (and thursday for that matter) clean my room and pack, then pick up pay check and deposit before i leave so im out with a huge atm account! I gun it at 3 pm son!<br /><br /><br />Anyway, thats the deal, post any plans for Saturday or Sunday... or for anytime after for that matter, i gotta find a job and all too. PS- Julie gets first dibs.... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:bipolarpoetgod:11779 2004-04-27T16:48:17Z 2004-04-27T16:48:17Z OH, an F and an A, i finished the Money and bankin report, woo!<br /><br /><br />NOW<br /><br />-Read 1 more chapters of phsyc<br />-finish up tutoring today and hand in all final sheets<br />-Study for and take finals<br />Friday class-French<br />Monday-Philosophy<br />Tuesday-money and banking<br />Wednsday- sleepie time<br />Thursday- Intermediate Microecon<br />Friday- Government <br />-that friday (and thursday for that matter) clean my room and pack, then pick up pay check and deposit before i leave so im out with a huge atm account!